Liberated not.

School is out!

I can pretty much sum up sem2 in two words: Lightning Fast. The semester just flew by in a blink of an eye! Its though yesterday that i went to Zoo for practical! Its kinda scary how each semester is faster then the previous one. In no time, I'll be graduating... ooh the  horror man. Hmm and i think i did good for sem2 as compared to sem1. I hope the amount of hard work i put in will be reflected on result day (30th May). 

This 3months long break will be kinda busy man! s0w'11 and work! Looking at the schedule i realised there are only 4 working days every week which means i still can get a life! Exercise and train for ippt, drinking, drinking and drinking! Plus watch all my long overdue dramas! And seriously i do not want to be recalled or what so ever so my future co-tempies, please be responsible and come to work when you are scheduled to do so or I'll be nasty!

The next big thing will be s0w'11! I LOVE orientation camps, makes me feel young and crazy all over again. I hope the event will be a blast man!

Yesterday i was supposed to turn in early cause of my morning paper but i ended up sleeping only at 2am! Well partly was due to insomnia again but also because i was talking to my sister about random issues! Well u see, both of us can't get to sleep so we decided to entertain each other instead.

She was telling me how Glee season 1 made her teared so much while season 2 was boring to the core. I hope season 2 is still as awesome cause i really like the show! But then again, most series starts to go downhill after their award winning season 1.

And then we started talking about the story books we read thus far. I am surprised by the type of books she read! No offence but i always thought of her as someone who dislike reading, judging from her distaste for the language English! Obviously i had to suck my own thumbs now. We were saying how my Sister's Keeper was the saddest book we ever read and that Five People You meet in Heaven and For One More Day were the best two books that tackled personal issues and struggles most appropriately. We were so deeply engrossed in our talk that we wanted Leonardo DiCaprio to star in FPYMIH if they are ever gonna make it into a blockbuster.

Love this kind of small impromptu talk!

Im stucked on total eclispe of the heart, on loop now. Bright eyes~

QOTD: The creative adult is the child who survived. - U. LeGuin

Adios~

True Colours

I just watch like 4 episodes of glee season 1 back to back! Seriously, the best show on earth! The songs are all just so amazing, it exposes us to meaningful songs that will probably never make it to the mainstream.

TOTD: I can be happy if i wanted too.

And I see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors,
True colors, are beautiful,
Like a rainbow

Beauty is how you see it.

Insomnia yet again.

So two papers done and two more to go. I think I did well for anatomy and okay for Geog. Let's hope 03/04 will be nice to me.

I Want this exam period to end quickly so I can immerse myself in work, to keep myself occupied from thinking bout stuff.

Life is short, I shall enjoy every moment. Who knows I might be gone tomorrow so no time to waste on silly thoughts.

Sometimes I don't know what I want. Walk in circles only to end up hitting the wall.



Sail away.


如果能在从来，我相信我会更快乐。

Anatomized

Oh Oh Oh Tommy and Tommy Found Vicky Giggling Very Abnormaly! How?

1,2,3,4,6,5,7,8,9,10,11,12

Some Say Money Matter Most But Brother Say Big Boob Matter Most.

1,2,8 - Special Sensory
3,7,9,10 - With Autonomic Function

Anatomy drove me crazy.

Perfect Life.

I''m sure everyone had at some point in their childhood wanted to be somebody, somebody great and inspiring. For instance, i wanted to be lawyer, doctor, policeman, firefighter etc. Then come the daydreaming teenage years where i aspired to be actor, singer, comedian or even an athlete. But right now,  i don't want to be any of these, all i want is a laid back life where i can wake up to the sea waves crushing down on shore and sleep with the whistling sound of the wind. It is okay if i don't earn big bucks, just enough to feed myself and whoever is there with me. This is the perfect life.


And I'm serious bout strawberry farm. The one i went to at east Java, Indonesia was so pretty and the farmers there all look so chirpy and happy. This is pure happiness and joy which earning 5K a month will not bring you. We need to learn not to be materialistic after all we cannot bring the money into our grave right.


Talking bout Indonesia just make me want to go on a holiday again! I hope the plan to go Bali this December will materialize! I wanna go snorkeling, shopping, sun tanning and look at ang moh again!


Guess i should turn in now! I dont wanna be an owl, bad for health.


Adios ~

We could have had it all.

Tonight is probably the best of AI season 10.

They were all great and that includes the boring Jacob too.

Anyway for mountain tortoise (fanglin) : Rolling In The Deep!

I can't believe you don't know who is Adele!

Old Time Rock and Roll.

I like that old time rock and roll ~

The Last Goodbye

New Single from DC!

One of my fav AI winner!

This season AI goodbye song by him as well:

ROCKER FTW!

anyway maybe it is fated. So let it be and focused on finals!

BGC

Going down to BGC later. What a waste of time man! I can use this time to study. Anyway I'm feeling restless, moody, not myself and the list goes on and on.

RARRAR.

Going mobile!

So my plan to sleep early did not materialize. Here I am tossing and turning in my bed! WTS, someone need to buy my insomnia pills! Anyhow, I downloaded this cool app - blogbooster, now I can blog on the go. How great right!

And i am having mixed feeling bout starting work @ PSCSC. I am excited to work with PY, cc, mooham, zx, Adeline etc etc again but it is just weird! Like I don't really fit there anymore. Oh well, for the sake of money I guess I can't really choose my job right.

And it is weird that I am not feeling the exam stress now.

Lastly, let's pray for Japan. another 5.8 magnitude earthquake hit them again and there are reports saying more earthquake will be shaking Japanese' soil in the near future. Hope nothing of these sorts happen! They need time to heal!

The Best Medicine.

Laughter is indeed the best medicine! I went to school with a throbbing headache, aching neck and shoulder so i was moody and snappy. But i laughed so hard during dinner just now that i felt alot better! So people, smile more!


Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it's breaking.
When there are clouds in the sky
you'll get by.

If you smile through your pain and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through
For you.

Light up your face with gladness,
Hide every trace of sadness.
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying.
You'll find that life is still worthwhile-
If you just smile.

Laughing like children, rolling like thunder. I wish i could.

As i grow older, i realise how much i missed being a kid again. Being the innocent, carefree and happy like a lark child running around. Never had to worry about things and most importantly, never had to be regretful about what was done. Now i could totally appreciate a child' smile, so genuine and warm. Unlike us, our smile are always tainted with hypocrisy. Be it for the very fact that we do not want our vulnerable side to be known so that we appeared strong or that we are just plain hypocritical, it is just too tired to always put on a strong/plastic front.
Why cannot the world be simple. You love me and i love you, just the same.


Okay i don't know why I'm emo-ing right now! Maybe i am just tired from staring at font 5 for 4 hours.


Beautiful like you

Needs and Wants

I am someone who is really bad with money! But now i got a new goal, that is to save money and not spend on unnecessarily stuffs!

This is the plan every month:

Input :
$400 (allowance)
Output:
$150 max(food)
$50 (misc. stuff)

Savings: $200

If Justin can get by every month with $200 bucks, so can I!

So no more cabbing, no more eating ATAS food and certainly no more KOI/CUPWALKER/ESKIMO!

What A Night.

Okay so it was like drama/variety marathon for me. Glee, Vamp Diaries then finally AI result show. Oh God, AI left me with a heavy heart, Pia doesnt deserve to go this early. Her swan song was so emotional and OMFG she is talented! Whats wrong with the americans? Can't they vote properly!!

Anyway a tribute to Pia.

Oh, why you look so sad?
The tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now

Don't be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
'Cause I've seen the dark side too

When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
I won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

So, if you're mad, get mad!
Don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now

Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
Well I'm a lot like you

When you're standing at the crossroads
And don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
'Cause even if you're wrong

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
I won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

Take me in into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you

And when, when the night falls on you baby
You're feeling all alone
You won't be on your own

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
I won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

Take me in into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you
Oh, I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you

I Want To Sing!

This season of AI is full of talent! My personal favorites are James, Paul and Haley! Stefano and Jacob need to go home already.They are really boring to watch!

Anyway new song from Panic! At the Disco - The Ballad of Mona Lisa.

A Tad Richer!

So PAP is really good to me, $900 bucks of rebate! HaHaHa and for this im rooting for them this GE. But don't get me wrong, i think PAP really has done a good job in governing Singapore. Personally i feel for such a small and open economic powerhouse like us, diversity is not neccessarily a good thing. We just need one government and that is enough.

Okay enough of politics and back to school stuff. Right now i am feeling really stress about 1202 and 2220! How am i gonna memorize all those stuff! Seriously can't wait for 30th april to come! Who cares about the grades, be it an A+ or a B+, i'll be equally happy that it is over.

Okay time for AI!

Nightmares & Dreamscapes

Have you ever had such a vivid dream that you woke up crying as if it really happened? I did. Think i will never forget the last scene of that dream. Dreams are supposed to be forgotton but this particular one scorched my heart and left a mark. I was so affected that on the way to school i felt so horrible. I am praying it will NEVER happened, at least not now. I need to be mentally prepared for that kind of situation.

Apart from the horrible dream, the rest of the day is pretty good. Chinese quiz was 'easy' and the credit goes to Xiangren for his 15minutes crashcourse! Yay no more chinese and i am gonna skip the lecture tomorrow!

The day ends with a sumptuous meal at West Coast Plaza, West Co'Z Cafe! 70 bucks for a 5-course meal with drinks is a catch man! Its the next makan stop for family dinner liao.

Listening to cover of Candles by Fanglin. NICE ~

Anyway this following song totally suit that horrible dream.

Dance with my Father - Luther Vandross

Pre-quiz Jitters

I am so dead for tomorrow's chinese lit quiz. Valuble lesson learnt this semester: NEVER take chinese related module!

Today is a nice day, ChW and FL visited me in school to try the really nice science canteen food! HaHaHa. Happy Birthday Stickslut No.2 and ah neh too !

Okay i gotta go 'die-read' the lit readings now!

My favorite song now ..

GLEElified and Drowned in 04

I am now officially announcing that GLEE has joined my rank of 'die-die-must-catch' TV series! The first episode totally blown me off. I can easily relate to all those senarios of cliques, bullying and geeks trying to find their niche in school! Oh man now i am feeling nostalgic bout secondary and pre-U life when i was the bully! HaHaHa Still can remember this poor guy called Jeremy who was verbally bullied by us in any imaginable ways during lower secondary and yet he still offered to give us a ride to Macritchie resevoir then. I'm not feeling guilty just yet cause all the funny bullying moments in my brain now are too over powering for any tinge of guiltiness to sink in! ;D

On a serious note, i nearly made a wrong step just now. Phew, i need more self-restraint and determination! Giving advice to others is easy but when the same shit happens to you, you will make the same old mistake too.

After reading through 3 sets of 04 QnA which is about 200 odd pages long, I NEED TO RANT MY FRUSTRATION OUT! Some people are just fucking brainless and lazy. Some of the questions they asked was SO simple that it is nearly impossible for an undergraduate to not know. Oh come on, if you are really that ill-informed why don't you do some research on your own, try figuring out the answer or ask your peers? Instead of posting that dumb question that a pre-U kiddo can answer straight to your face. Seriously, they are just lazy and want to be spoon fed.

and to anyone concerned, i am not being snobbish here cause im not smart either. But those questions posted are really dumb and basic. If you seen it for yourself you would probably go WTF.

home alone (now)

So my parents and brother went back to muar to sweep the tomb and that leave poyfang, mickie and me at home. I love this kind of temporal freedom, something i don't get to experience everyday. The quietness in the house, whole room to myself and watch whatever channel i like. But thou shalt not waste this precious moment, im gonna study. Finals in 21days and i am still not panicking. Something is wrong with me.

you are the funny one fanglin, not me =]

peeved ranting

If you know you are doing something wrong,

why still continue doing it?

Silence from the other party doesnt mean ignorance,

this silence means how much he sees you as friend.

So take a step back and reflect,

have you taken your friends for granted?

What a day. First i was april fooled by peiyu and fanglin and that got me so worried and peeved already Then you had to come and peeved me off again. You might think that i am being competitive by not wanting to help you. But has it ever cross your mind that u are relying too much on your friends that you already crossed into their comfort zone? This is what i call too close for comfort. What difference does it make now when you decided you dont want my help anymore? I will just see you as someone who will exploit your friends as long as they don't feel the pinch just yet. So much for ranting but i know i will not hold a grudge the moment i wake up tomorrow.

Enough of ranting. Before i sleep, i'll share this song with you guys ..

The Track of My Tears.